You’d think that you’d remember the day you gave up on yourself … but I don’t. It just happened over time. I could see into the future and what I saw scared me. I would end up, thin, fragile, bent over and unable to participate in life. That might sound dramatic, but just take a look at most ‘elderly’ women and you know exactly what I mean. The years pass by so quickly that 40 will turn into 50 and 60 and before you know it you’re facing 70.